Wow... So long i did not blog le... My fucking com died on mi... tried ways and means to fix it but no avail... Damn... And been down on cash too... If i have the cash i'll fucking throw tat old com away for a new one... but seems like this is not so going to happen...

How pathetic of mi to be blogging in a lan shop now... A place u would never be able to find mi... I really hated lan shop... and those kids here... shouting while gaming... the noise level is intolerable... If not becoz i need to access mail for my flower selling thing, i'll never step in to this kind of shop... and not becoz they count by per hour and i've already paid for my 1 hr of usuage, i jolly well fuck off from here once i'm done wif my mails...

Well this yr as usual i'll go back to m'sia for CNY... shld be leaving after V day... Not becoz i gotta spend the day wif a Valentine... I gotta stay to make sure all my orders of flower have been delivered... I do not have a Valentine... and guess i wun be finding 1 soon... Happy wif this carefree life i'm leading now...

Happy Birthday!!! Little One...

Its my little one 23rd Birthday today... I missed out on the simple celebration 3 days back but i never miss out the pressie... Already got it ready b4 i came to Msia... I noe u sure like wat i give u... Haha... Be good!!!

Bruce Lee Fav Drink?

WATER!

This is definiately not the fav drink of the ppl here where i'm staying... The rain can be said its like non stop... Yeah and i seen some flooded areas... Its simply like a river... Wooo... Dun drown the ppl here... Maybe drown those pigs can le... Dun drown the dragons here... Dunno hows the situation back over at home... Hows the rain situation over there... Newspaper here dun say much bout SG, internet here is damn slow and recently cut off coz of the flood... Damn...

I got my hair done up here... Haha... A good cut and dye... Guess wat... It cost mi only RM30... Believe it... Its juz so damn cheap... Bought few piece of new clothing also... And a damn good bargain i got is a bottle of Hugo Boss Pure Purple 100ml for only RM80... Cool rite... Too bad there isnt much choice left... Else i'll sweep it all... Well my ETA shld be by 4th- 6th Jan ba... Gonna stay here for my new yr countdown... Though the atmoshpere here is really no atmosphere... Its juz a dinner wif my Aunt's frends over here... Enjoying the food over here... Real nice...

Fly Away

Am now blogging at M'sia... I wun be back for Christmas or New Yr... Relaxing myself and enjoying the clamness here... Feels so nice to stay here... No worries, no phone calls, no stress... Best... Total relaxation... Gonna get my hair done up here and buy new clothes here... Wat else can i do over here... Hmmmm....

Now i noe wat the fuck is wrong wif mi... I'm the little fucker who is afraid of failure and losing... i'll never fight a war without 100% confidence of winning... I'm juz stuck in the little "World Of Little Kajuaz" I never step out of my life a bit... Never tried new things... I am too cautious of everything i do... No wonder i'm still nobody at this point of time... I've lost alot of battle... Uncountable ones... Juz becoz i never fight it... This is really a very contradicting point of decision... On the surface i never lost any battle, but in fact i've lost most of the battle juz becoz i dun wan to fight it... So it means tat on the surface my winning streak is 100% but in fact is actually 10%... Wooooooo... I'm so fucked... Fucked by myself...

I feel like crying now... emotion breakdown... Y am i so dumb... i'm alwiz in the toilet bowl... covered wif shit...

Have a laff 1st

This is not the 1st time this type of song is being broadcast in this show... Though i'm kind of used to it but i still laff out... Haha

Ahhh.... Its November le... So fast the yr is going to finish... This month is alwiz the month where Kajuaz will have the " Holiday Mood " feel... Really feels like the schooling time and waiting for this thing to come... Wheeeee..... I'm gonna get this feeling back again le... Real one wor... Gonna have holiday next week le... Cant wait for it to happen... Gotta start planning how to spend my holiday... Oh yah... I can wait for the love letter to come... Been waiting for it for a months le... opening the letterbox everyday... But no love letter... So Sad... Haizzz... Watever lah... Have or dun have is predestined one... I wun force... I still believe tat all will goes well when time is ripe...

So Desu Ka

These are some little words i collected...

" U dun have gf meh? But i see ur frendster so many char bor leh... "
( Give mi a break man... I muz be a dumbass to put those pics up if i had a gf rite? I'm asking for trouble... )

" U watch Sex And The City one ah... Muz be looking for their sex scene rite? "
( I think watching xXx can satisfy mi more)

" U this kind noe how to appreciate art one meh? I tot only high class ppl noe how to appreciate it.. "
( It takes a mind to appreciate, not class )

" I wun intro female frends to u... They will be dirtied by u... "
( Oh!! So now i'm the top nodge rapist in Singapore le )

" Go out wif char bor rite??? Which ger so unfortunate??? "
( Guess i'm listed in the top 10 wanted person by the police already )

" Wah!! U read books one ah?? "
( I admit tat english books does makes mi sleep, but chinese dun )

So now i noe tat in ur eyes i'm such a lousy, low class, perverted piece of shit... Give mi a break lah... I'm single doesn't mean anything ok... I'm happily leading my single life...

Retaliation




Dun force a tame dog to dead end... Even the meetest lamb will bite back...

Btw, this is a short teaser from the movie S11

Well Done





I give 2 thumbs up for those comments... But i give 2 toes and 2 thumbs up for such a democratic lecturer... Really wonderful... Here is the link

Thick Skin

Watched the Superstar 2 audition... Fucked up... Y Singaporeans so thick skin one ah... U noe u cant sing then y the hell u still go for the audition to waste other ppl time... Have some consideration can??? I really wonder wat is in the mind of those ppl, are u dumb or wat... Having a big pile of shit in ur head??? And some even dare to doubt the judges... Wat the fuck... If u cant means u cant, so fuck off... Dun make a clown out of urself... Especially the stupid auntie tat goes back for the 2nd time... I'm sure u all noe which stupid auntie i toking bout lah... Seeing her is worst than wat the fuck lor... She thinks its funny??? I think she need to go IMH for a mind check... If i get to see her on the streets 1 day i'll scold her FUCK lor... Crazy ass...Go do something more meaningful lah, dun make a fool out of urself... I'm totally pissed and dissed bout this Superstar thingy le... I'm not going to watch it anymore... Very disappointed seeing a blind get champion in the last season... Not tat i discrmination disabled ppl, its juz tat he really cant sing well and there's nothing much he can do except play guitar and sing... Wat else??? Full of shit... And finding a star using audience sms... Fuck lah... Lidat might as well no need those judges... Need the judges for fuck??? Juz a puppet giving comments??? Ur comments doesn't affect the votes anyway... If the contestant got some filthy $$$ they can pay frends to sms for them wat... Fuck Project Superstar 2!!! Juz a money earning gimmick show...

Refreshed

Aroma therapy really does help a little... I bought a air purifier... And 3 bottles of essence oil... Having nice smell in my room now... My mood is more light nowadays also... Ahhhhh.... Feels so good...

And still there's ppl asking mi whether i'm in love... AAARRRGGGHHH... Lazy to ans them also... I noe myself very clearly wat i am and wat i'm doing... Anyway its not a close frend also... Untill now i think only 1 person understand wat Kissing Affectionately Justify Unity And Zeal means... Sad case... Nobody actually reads mi mind... they only see mi on the surface wif shallow thoughts...

WOW

Got this pic juz now... wow... this was taken in 1999... Wooooo... look at the cute little Kajuaz... Haha... Observing it... Tat time i was in NCC and got to wear this uniform already... And i stole ppl badges to wear... Neh... Tat one in the red circle... Its the airborne badge...



Never did know tat yrs later i actually earn the badge also... Genuine one... Haha...

For Kissing Affectionately Justify Unity And Zeal

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Sux!!!

Ah.... tot i have solve the fucking problem of blogging in chinese character... damn... Still not solve... watever lah... dun have also can type in english wat... PUI!!!

Came back from east coast for a day of bladding... And decided to get myself a pair of blades... Since i have a grp of kakis tat will meet up on sat to blade and they all had their blades... so i guess this amt of money is worth it...

Yah and i had a bad fall today... haha... got my left knee a big patch of wound... never did i tot i will fall... was trying out new stunts but fail... shit... wat the hell... juz gotta be careful more...

Kajuaz is feeling so lonely these few weeks except for the working hrs and sat at east coast... Guess when i'm alone i really will start thinking wild... I seriously needs companionship... else i'll die...

And many ppl ask if i had a gf recently... I said no... Then they ponder bout my new nick on msn... Kissing Affectionately Justify Unity And Zeal... I smiled... Any smart aleck can understand wat this short phrase means??? Tag mi to tell mi the ans... Lets see who is the one who understand mi...

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A blissful song

Actually i got alot to blog... but juz dunno where to start... and not in the rite mood to type also... so..............................................

TIME TO DESTRESS!!! HAVE SOME LAUGHTER

WOW... How many % true???

I did this online astrology test on personality... This is wat it say....


Life Path 7 (7, 16/7, 25/7, 34/7)
The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this plane with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.
A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It's easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren't one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it's for life. It's as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren't a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it's not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There's no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.
You actually like being alone and away from the hustle and bustle of modern life. In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams. You dislike crowds, noise, distractions, and confusion.
The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown; you will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find. Intellectual, scientific, and studious, you don't accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at your own independent conclusion.
This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. A built in inner guide providing a strong sense of intuition may set you up as being a law unto yourself. Whatever spiritual position you take, whether traditional or bizarre, you will cling to it with fervor. Once you have decided an issue, it is almost impossible to get you to revisit the question. Adaptability is not your style, and change for you is a rarity.
You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone. Your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you follow the directions they seem to guide.
In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive. A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences, is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration for others. There is such a negative attitude. Indeed, operating on the negative side of the 7 can produce a very selfish and spoiled individual and living with one can be a challenge. This may be why some 7s actually prefer living alone. If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of because you tend to feel that the world really does owe you a living or that in some way you are not being fairly treated.
Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits. This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows. Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.

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