Off to Taiwan liao

Today i flying off to Taiwan liao... will be back by 29th again... tonite by 2359 gotta reach airport liao... kind of excited coz now temperature in Taiwan is quite low... gotta experience 1 month of coldness... haha...

I will miss alot of things and ppl here when i'm away... :( can i dun go??? haizzz... LL have to go... yah i will bring my camera over there to take pics... so can show it to u guys hows it like there...

Nothing much to update these few days although i'm at home from tues nite till now... either i'm at home stuck wif my PS2 if not i'm out drinking... no life rite... haizzz... but tatz juz the everyday life of a stupid kajuaz...

Swinging Mood

Its a long week in camp... Firstly valentine's day gotta be in camp... but luckily gets to go out in evening... so i meet up wif Irene... Had a long dinner wif her coz of the long queue... waited for 1 hr lidat b4 we got a seat... Dinner was good and had a good chat wif her bout my problems... and in the end also found out she had problems too... haha... a problematic valentine's day...

Fri nite did not book out... coz sat morning got ippt test... but i still ran out of camp and went RUSH... haha... party till 3 and went back camp to rest... morning was so bad... hate it so much when lack of sleep.... arrrgghhh... but still went on to take test lah... slept after tat till 2pm in camp waiting to book out... shack day...

Went back home and went for my annual dinner wif dao ni and shuting... a new yr dinner tat we muz have every yr... this is the 4th yr liao... next yr we'll still meet up again...

After dinner went over to Fernando's Bar for a drinking session wif Alan and Sharon... as usual we sang many duets... had lots of fun last nite... but the nite is still young... went on to Devil's... party till 4 b4 heading home... and now still feeling sleepy but dun wanna sleep coz the the stuffy and hot weather... haizzz... anyway gonna book in later liao lah... kind of sad but still i enjoyed my short weekend... (^_^)

End of fun

Haizzz... its th end of the long holiday... gotta book in camp later liao... didn't really enjoyed this new yr except for the part where i went to drink... continuous for 3 days man... haha... muz be outta my mind rite... coz i dun gamble lah... so nite time is so boring for mi one...

Last nite went over to Emi's hse for steamboat dinner and housewarming... she had her hse renovated... very nice... gave ppl a very zen feeling... saw many frends from TP also... everyone still the same... and ya saw this sec sch frend which lost contact for like 4yrs or so... when i saw her i was like 'is tat u??' tooo long never see her liao... played truant together, smoke, hang out together lah... etc etc... a typical those were the days fun... haha... updated each other for the lost 4 yrs... haha... Then we went down to Emi's frend pub... drink to our fill and sing like mad... enjoyed to the fullest...

Tomolo is Valentine's day liao... gotta be in camp... so sad... anyway wish everyone out there wif valentine, A very Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

Yeah... its a new year again... meaning gonna be 1 yr older liao... oops!!! cannot say lidat... muz say gonna be smarter every new yr... haha...

I'm alone now... actually its not bad to be alone at this time... at least i can pass my time happily... So many wishes from frends as i online... Feels so good...

A new year, A new start.
Hope everyone will be happy for this Chicken year!!!

SICK

Back home from camp... feeling a bit sick liao... got symtoms of fever... sore throat and blocked nose... now can feel body temperature a bit warm and feeling cold liao... guess its coming ba... Haizzzz its been long since i fall sick ah... think the time has come again for another sickness... Think i gonna rest at home for this 2 days liao... cannot go out gai gai... sad sad...

Next weekend cannot book out... on standby... gotta wait till Tues nite then book out... by then my family already go back M'sia liao... haizzz... so i'll be alone in S'pore for CNY... Dunno where to go also... Anymore ppl who is alone during CNY??? Can jio mi out wor... hee hee...

LOOOONG WEEKEND!!!

Back from Genting last nite... was a real marvellous trip i enjoyed there...

Reached Genting bout 3.30pm... was quite late alreaady... so we rush to check in and go theme park for rides... we played only the most exciting ones and took fotos.. by the time was already evening liao... so we went for dinner... Went to a seafood restaraunt... the food not bad... so went on to shopping lor... lots of new shops open liao... so many things to buy... very cheap also... haha... but never buy much lah... bought 2 new clothes... its the girls tat shops more lah... 1 shop after anpther shop... guess if they got credit card hor... they would buy everything they see lor... by this time whole Genting is filled wif fog liao... visibility quite low... so we decided to have a feel of the free air-com... haha... damn cold lor... took a few pics wif the fog... the effects is like twilight zone... so nice... got some beer back to room... dunno drink till wat time then all drop and sleep... sleep till bout 8am then the gers wake up, wanna continue their shopping spree... but they had a hard time pulling the guys up... in the end drag till 10+ then went to shop... not much time thou... coz gotta check out at 12 noon...rushing for time they quickly went to buy the things they wan and headed back to room to pack up liao... this morning was raining quite heavily... lucky yesterday never rain ah... if not will miss alot of fun liao... if could stay 1 more day then it will be better... more time to shop and relax... went to grab our lunch... and its time to take the bus back liao... feels like the trip is a bit short but its really fun... haizzz... its a long journey back again... tried to rest during the trip but cant... reached sg bout 9.30pm lidat ba... had dinner and headed home... tiring... sleep till 2pm then woke up...

Haizzz... now only waiting for time to pass then go back camp for another long week of shit.... sickening....

Juz b4 i go

Its bout 3am now... haha... i'm still not asleep... so wat am i doing at such late hrs... no lah... actually i dun wanna sleep coz i leaving for Genting later at 7am... scared cant wake up lah... so might as well stay up whole nite...anyway the bus journey so long can sleep till shiok shiok mah...

Its been a long time since i went Genting liao... remember last time went wif adults was so boring... left mi and my cousin roaming around like lost child while they went casino for a kill or rather killed... this time i'm going on my own wif my campmates... all had agree no one will go casino coz tats not the plan for going there... our intend is to go there play play play and play... its a long weekend for us... yah its the best time to go for a chill out... guess this gonna be fun there... haha... but time is short for us... estimated time to reach there bout 1-2pm lidat... then we got a whole 24hrs to have fun b4 leaving... tat will make it like bout 8-9pm sat back in s'pore... when i got home then i will share bout the happenings there...

Till then... everyone who visited my pinkish blog... TAKE GOOD CARE... and keep those tag coming in... ^_^

WAH!!!

Really lost... dunno wat happen also... this week have been a very happening week for mi... ran out of camp on wed to go chiong... went Devil's... haha... then on fri after book out head down to Fisherman V for drink... yeaterday went to Rush... wah... real happening sia... a week of drinking session...

Anyway also alot of things in mind... problems unsolved then new problems came... maybe its i look for it one lah... dunno y also... feeling tat i'm juz a loser... slow in everything... indecisive... alwiz muz let things bypass mi then i will regret... haizzz.... tot this yr would be a better yr... but now its only the start and i've been facing so much bad things already... i'm not gonna go into details of wat shit i facing...

Hope for the better... Yah i'll be going to Genting on next Fri and Sat wif my campmates... going there for a chillout... looking forward to tat... gonna relax myself... ^_^

LIAR LIAR

Pack of lies... i hate liars... Y muz they lie... wats the big deal of telling the truth?? It wun kill rite... and i'm not tat unreasonable as to create a scene of out it rite... i simply dun understand... Really spoils the whole day... AAARRRGGGGHH... no mood to blog liao lah...

Yes!!! Its 31st Dec... Last day of 2004... So fast a yr has past... and only memories remainz... Guess this yr i shall set my new yr resolutions...

1) Tame myself. This yr i've been losing my cool all the time... Perhaps its stress or can say my temper is too hot... I'm gonna keep this away and be nice to ppl unless under hostile act...

2) To get my face off the horrible pimple inflamation. Friends who had seen mi this yr muz have realise my face condition been very bad... Dunno wat happened also... juz out of sudden 'boom' everything popped out...

3) Start my little own savings. Been in army for so long liao haven saved a bit b4... Although ppl say army boys no $ one... But i'm like getting so much more than others... Still can have savings... Shame on me...

4) To change my point of view of things. I've been thinking quite pessimistic at things lately... Alwiz looked on the bad side only... Will try to be more optimistic now... Look on the bright side...

5) This is the most difficult one for mi to succeed... To quit smoking... Been working towards this goal but eveytime fail... Its peer pressure and boredom tat lure mi... Seriously i need motivations to success in this lah... Who wans to be my motivator??

A great weekend indeed... Went to my god sis Bday on Sun... A real posh party indeed... Every guest wore formal clothings to attend it... Its such a grand scene... Had great fun throughout... And she had this lucky draw thingy and i got the 1st prize... Wow... a mp3 player leh... haha... lucky me... then got down to Checker's for a snack and chit chat session which last till 530... by this time all became stoned... haha...

Headed home but cant get to sleep... And i went online at 830 to book tix of Kung Fu Hustle... wanted so much to watch this show... Ask Irene to watch it wif mi... It was laffter all thru the show... Was impressed by the idea Stephen Chow has... Very brilliant ideas tat really makes every individual laff their heart out...

Now its 6pm liao... Gotta go pack my bag and get ready to jail myself again... haizzz... Gonna be out on the 31st again... Yah... then it'll be 2005 liao... Gotta think of my new yr resolutions liao... A change for the better in a new start of a yr... ^_^

Merry Christmas!!! Time really flies... its another yr of christmas already... Juz another 1 week time will be 2005... Sometimes i juz hope time can slow down... its juz going too fast already... Seeing frends in working world or almost to a degree... Really hate to grow up... Still like the times when u feel u are bigger than the world... nothing really bothers u at all... the fun times in sec sch and poly... haizzz... now its all past tense...

Went down to orchard last nite at first and ya... still so F*****G crowded... and wat i hated most are the 'Serangoon Roaders'... Arrgghh... juz hated seeing them in orchard trying to squezze here squezze there... Fed up of it... Decided to change a less crowd area so headed down Esplanade... Though many ppl too but still as cosy as ever... Sat there for a drink enjoying the cool breeze and waiting for 12am to come... Tot there will be fireworkz but haizzz... dun have... think its only on New Yrs Day countdown ba... Then met up wif some frends went over to Fernando's Bar... Really like tat place alot... Felt so frendly and welcome there... Had another drink, sing songs... Nite of happiness ends around 4am ba... Though i do not really have the mood but still i really enjoyed the compainionship of frends... SMILEZ KAJUAZ (.^_^.)

Hihi my dear frends... a bit long no update liao hor... haha the lazy worm keep crawling around mi lah...

Anyway the month has been bad lah... so much things to do in camp... cant even sleep well at nite... Sucky life... wanna ORD rite away...
Now at least can enjoy some leave... gonna relax myself and not to think of anything till i go back camp... ^_^

And i got my digicam liao... Panasonic Lumix FX-2... haha... but its quite a difficult procedure for mi to get it in hands... went to sim lim last sat to buy but so happen tat out of stock... so i told the salesger to reserved 1 for mi and i'll get it next week... and guess wat.... yesterday when i got to sim lim and the moment i step into the shop she called... saying tat the last piece is sold... Wat other sway things can u get??? Well i couldnt blame her also... she tried to find another piece for mi... and yes she got it... but its in the branch at Jurong Pt... AHHHH.... so ******* far lor... cant care so much lah... juz LL go down there to get it lah... Count it as my sway luck lah...

Oh yah... i got pix of my cute little hamster Mao Mao uploaded in Friendster... Take a look wor... so cute... hahaha...

Its been a down down down week for mi... tot things will be fine when i'm stuck in camp but... haizzz... juz never goes the way i wanted... Everythingy went wrong... The wrong thing alwiz happen at the correct wrong timing... juz cant explain y this can happen...

Luck has alwiz been down for mi... then now it went even more down... down to the lowest point where nothing can help to climb up again... Guess this year is not a good yr for mi...Hoping for the new year wif new fortunate happenings will shine on mi...

Well... so much for my down luck... juz reach home this morning wif only 1 hr of sleep... but u see now i am still awake down here right in front of my com blogging... guess i will not sleep also lah... next thing i gonna do will be stuck wif my PS2 playing games liao... My only little entertainment tat can keeps mi busy for the whole day without any problems or troubles hovering around mi...

Read all my frends blog juz now... realise tat my english really is bad... i dunno how to express myself in words... this is bad... meaning tat my frends cant even understand wat my problems are... any solutions to help??? haha...
tats all i can say now lah...

To all my frends: Take care! I really treasure all of u...

Ahhh.... last day of my long long weekend... its gonna end soon... and i realise tat during these 6 days of rest i haven got much rest... i've done nothing for myself... basically i've totally wasted the rest days... and also i've been drinking everynite except sat nite... haizzz... tats bad for mi...

Now dunno y i'm in such low mood... no mood to play game also... juz dunno wat to say liao lah... Hope in camp will be better... (>_<)

I'm very tired also.. nobody noes... i care so much wat i get in return??? Seriously i dunno... Maybe tats mi, i can sacrifice for them... But y am i doing this shit...Do i owe them a living??? I really wanna noe.. is god playing games wif mi??? Wans mi to suffer in silence??? Sometimes i juz kept quie coz it doesn't cost mi much... I still can manage thiese things... But thinking back, i've lost all the time i have for myself... Maybe i'm juz too dumb lah... Or maybe tats juz wat i am... No one i can blame, even god... Everytime i rather build the sadness on mi to fulfil others happiness...When is this gonna end??? I'm really sick of this... I do have my pwn happiness to pursue... Its juz tat she's not around in S'pore... How can i juz share my care and consern around lidat like nobody business...I really wonder myself y am i doing all this... Well maybe can say tat i'm stronger than others... But still there will be a time when one breaks down... I'm no superhero or watsoever... I'm juz a typical simple guy living in this ugly world... All i wanted is to find a stable relationship, settle down wif her... i'm juz sick of loving one after another... I wan a peaceful life... But y its juz doesn't happen to mi... Ever since i'm in love, my hearts been fluctuating between 2... Theres alwiz 2 ger around making my heart moves... Wat is going on???? Cant god juz grant my simple wish.... Sick Sick Sick.... Tired tired tired... Tats all in my mind now... I wonder if 1 day something bad happens to mi, will they come and show the care and concern back to mi??? I wonder... I really wonder....

Sick... I'm sick... maybe after a week of real hectic moments, my body decided to breakdown and fall sick to give it a rest... Running a low fever now... but still can feel the tiredness inside my body... Actually already had slight fever yesterday liao... but i juz keep quiet coz still had lots of work in hands not done... wat to do... juz suck it up and shut up lor...

This morning juz went for the stupid chemical defence training... yah lah i admit it was quite an experience but still find it stupid anyway... Juz forget it anyway...

Next week is gonna be a very very long week... weekend BURNED... haizzz... so shitty... but lucky got give us back a super long weekend... And i pray for peace the whole of next week... PEACE...

Well... guess i had nothing else to write anymore... Good nitezzz

Wow... finally i'm back from Thailand... B4 i went i wanna update but dunno wat happen to my blog tat makes mi unable to type..

It was quite a fruitful trip there to Thailand... The weather was rather hotter than here and only seen rain twice during the whole stay... The terrain of my training area was all flat plantation, so walking ia not a problem there except for the looong distance lah... The rather special thing is tat over at the plantation there are vendors selling fried rice, fried mee and drinks on van... and everyone name them ' ninja van '... Y this wierd name??? coz even b4 we can reach our rest area, they are already at there waiting for us... kind of strange ya... and its not once, its evcerytime... Amazing ain't it... but anyway the food does not taste so good afterall...
Sleeping in the field is the worst thing... there's not much mosquitoes, insect or watever but its the weather... the temperature was real low... I myself cant take it...

The canteen oer at Sai Yok Camp was good, many varities of food there, any many Thai gers... they can be as young as 14... These are really the kampung gers where they work hard... Never be surprise tat their English standard was good... Suddenly i miss Thailand so much....

A late boring sunday afternoon... y late??? coz i slept till 3pm then wake up... hahaha... dunno tat i can sleep so much... sleep till so shiok tat i wanted to sleep somemore... maybe last nite sleep very late ba... went to chinablack wif all my commandos... kind of regret it.. coz i dun like the music there... wat i wan is techno techno and more techno... haha... next time i wun go wif them anymore... i'll juz jio those tat likes techno to go MU wif mi... ^_6

looking at the time now... haizzzzz.... few more hrs to book in liao... SICK!!! alwiz hated this moment of time... next week then tell u guys more ba... Oh ya... i'll be leaving for Thailand on 4th Oct liao... will be back by 20th... not going there for holiday hor... going there to chiong... haha...

Yap yap... think nobody is seeing this but still i wanna update this blog... been so long since the last...
Haiz ita a dark monday, strange to see mi online on weekday??? Its an off day for mi... after this blog i gotta prepare to book in liao...

Let's see... wat shall i say... a little bit from army ba... I juz completed my 72Km route march at East Coast on 2nd Sept to 3rd... Lasted for bout 23hrs including break times... really shack mi out during the midnite hrs... but nevertheless i've done it... Finally i've complete the commandos training and got my red beret liao... ^_^

Nowadays during bookout i juz stay at home stuck to my PS2 and PC... its kind of fun staying home and nobody disturb u... Dunno wats wrong wif mi juz dun feels like going out... maybe coz pocket empty ba... Think now every weekend i will update this liao...