I'm very tired also.. nobody noes... i care so much wat i get in return??? Seriously i dunno... Maybe tats mi, i can sacrifice for them... But y am i doing this shit...Do i owe them a living??? I really wanna noe.. is god playing games wif mi??? Wans mi to suffer in silence??? Sometimes i juz kept quie coz it doesn't cost mi much... I still can manage thiese things... But thinking back, i've lost all the time i have for myself... Maybe i'm juz too dumb lah... Or maybe tats juz wat i am... No one i can blame, even god... Everytime i rather build the sadness on mi to fulfil others happiness...When is this gonna end??? I'm really sick of this... I do have my pwn happiness to pursue... Its juz tat she's not around in S'pore... How can i juz share my care and consern around lidat like nobody business...I really wonder myself y am i doing all this... Well maybe can say tat i'm stronger than others... But still there will be a time when one breaks down... I'm no superhero or watsoever... I'm juz a typical simple guy living in this ugly world... All i wanted is to find a stable relationship, settle down wif her... i'm juz sick of loving one after another... I wan a peaceful life... But y its juz doesn't happen to mi... Ever since i'm in love, my hearts been fluctuating between 2... Theres alwiz 2 ger around making my heart moves... Wat is going on???? Cant god juz grant my simple wish.... Sick Sick Sick.... Tired tired tired... Tats all in my mind now... I wonder if 1 day something bad happens to mi, will they come and show the care and concern back to mi??? I wonder... I really wonder....