NDP finally over... so no more of the sat rehearsal shit le... so nothing to look forward to also le... only waiting for days to pass and reach the day when i ord... wun be counting it coz the more u count the longer i wun come... so i'll juz sit back relax, enjoy my leave clearing and wait for the day to come... at this pt of time its actually quite fast thinking back to the day where i got in here and got my botak head... well... i'll only keep tat as memories of my life...

These few days stayed at home to rest... never go out... juz wanna stay home to rest myself... its kind of relax but bored lah... everyday is games, tv, online... haha... nothing meaningful happening in my life... am i wasting my time... well... i think so too... but theres nothing i can do to enrich my life right at this moment... maybe do some readings lor... haha...

Anyway my life has alwiz been a keepstill state... yes its low b4 this... but now its been to normal le lah... no more saddness and happiness... juz mi, myself and my life... Sometimes when i sees my frends enjoying their highs everyday i felt so envy of them... y cant i have tat too... could the problem be myself... yes i think so... i am the problem... coz i alwz keep to myself all the time... tats y only a few ppl got into my life, understand mi... is this normal??? hmm... i really dunno... but wat i noe tat this is the real zhenquan... no mask... no extra head & face... i like being myself... although it might not be appealing to others but who cares... i liked it... Someone actually said tat i shld go find a gf to change my chauvinist life... i guess she is rite... but i really dunno how to go bout it... coz its been like 23yrs of my life is lidat le... how to change??? yah i noe is can one... needs time... but i really need advice... i'm lost... LOST IN MY SOUL??? Somebody save mi!!!

Over the weekends i am so in love... haha... in love wif 4 gers... Carrie, Samantha, Miranda, Charlotte... haha... some may find these names familiar if u have watched 'Sex And The City'

Its really a very nice series... Shows the truth, clean, ugliness, crudeness of ppl... i find it very real... other than those sex scenes lah... i am more interested in the words they use lor... how crude it could get...

Well tats how i spent my boring weekend... wif 4 sexually deprived gers...

Life for mi has been calm... no highs or lows nowadays... i liked it this way... peaceful life... nothing to bother about...

Guess i've not been updating my blog nowadays ah... maybe juz plain laziness or silentness... juz wanna keep quiet and not tok bout my life...

Nowadays theres nothing much for mi to do in camp too... only ndp... but seems like its gonna end soon next week... after tat will be having my leave and wait for days to pass till ord le... Tok bout ord really makes mi stress le... dunno wat to do... first thing worry is $$$... after ord if i cant get a job by then i'll be rotting at home le... anyway to let u guys noe tat i've already sent an application for CNB officer in April... but seems like till now theres no news yet... not even a rejected letter... i've been hoping for the best to get in there... well so now i can only wait le lor... nothing much i could do now but start to look for lobangs for part time first... juz to keep myself busy after i ord and get $$$... Wish mi luck k... (-_-)

Tats all folks... Take good care...

Life has been quite peaceful after i recover from fever... peaceful as in not much troubles bothering mi le... it really feels so good to be peaceful...

This weekend stayed at home... never go out... very tired... now at home waiting for time to pass then gotta book in le... this week gonna be a easy week also... Hope my life will be peaceful from now on... and to all my frends: hope all of u are well and do take good care of urself...

Miserable Weekend

Still not well yet... stuck at home for the past 2 days... feeling very miserable... fever keeps coming back... then having a very bad throat imflammation, which will make me frown even when i swallow saliva... The last temperaturre was at midnite... really hope tats the last liao lah...cant take it anymore... juz wan a good well rest... and hope my throat gets better ba...

Today suppose to go Padang for NDP rehearsal one... haizzz... missed it... its so fun lor... although cant see much performance lah... but at least u get to see those "Sua Ku" singaporeans crowding around the barricades trying to see the performance although from their location is really cant see anything but they still wanna crowd there... The most shit part is when we gotta march pass Raffles City and Funan lah... All the ppl there like see circus animals parading the streets lidat... feels like a circus poddle man...

Yah i'm at home now... got 3 days mc... Was having high fever from yesterday... 38.7degrees... gonna die liao lah... now gonna rest liao... feeling drowsy le...

My Birthday pics uploaded... go to www.imagestation.com to view and get ur picz...
Userid: kajuaz
Pass: cockroach
gotta log in to my account coz i did not publicise my album....
so do keep this to urself...

The days juz sux!!! Wat is all this shit!!!

yeah i'm back home le... and i got back my internet connections too... paid it on sun... haha.. finally...
Juz got home not long ago... it sux today... hate army... full of shit... my life is already in shit liao and now more shit comes... wonder how long can i endure this... my weekend is already ruin... moodless whole day... and now even weekdays gotta be like this also... FUCK!!!

For those reading this muz be really scratching their heads lah...i need not explain anything... juz 3 words.. FULL OF SHIT...

Its been damn long since i last update again... this time is not i lazy lah... first my internet connection is being cut off for having a very big sum of outstanding balance... then i've been stuck in camp for 2 weekends... and now... i'm updating this in camp... believe it anot...

actually now can book out and go home liao... but gotta book in tonite again.. so i might juz as well stay in here to rest... and wats more i cant online at home mah...

juz a short update of my life... now i'm involve in NDP marching... so many weekends will be burn for rehearsal... rehearsal is shack man... under the hot sun... now my face is very tan plus i have a tan V neck on mi liao... haha... but wats nice is i get to wear NO.1 uniform lah... which is the white color one... so i'll be tied down wif this till NDP is over lah...

Really wonder anyone reading at my blog... although i admit i didn't update often lah... but i really no choice mah... only weekend can update... PONDERs???

Another week has past... juz got to noe this week tat my unit will get to march in NDP as Guard Of Honour... and i'm in it also... so alot of time will be spend in parade rehearsal... many weekends burns also... never care so much lah... juz wanna participate and wait for it to finish then will wait for ORD... next week will not be able to book out coz on standby... also good lah... can rest more in camp and not spend $$$...

Was very quiet last nite and today... juz dun feel like toking lah... juz wanna keep my mouth shut at times... shitty week... i juz realise i did not drop tears for very long liao... shld be more than 3 yrs liao lah... but someone made mi tear this week... felt really sad bout the incident... haizzz...

Birthday over

Haizz... here i am... 23 liao... haha... really had fun wif those frends celebrating wif mi... and thanx for all the pressie...

Well... not much of things to update lah... moods been good... i'm fine too... (^_^)
Juz wanna complain here tat i alwiz cant get to meet this frend lor... put aeroplane so many times... haha

I realise tat wat ppl say is right... Kajuaz really changed liao... really became more quiet... i dunno y i took such long time to realise this... watever it is i also dunno wat changes mi... and dunno y i change... as long as i not change to be bad can liao lah...

Birthday coming soon liao... 1 yr older liao... really scared... not scared of aging... but scared of responsibility... the older u get the more responsible u gotta get... haizzz... how i wish i can grow younger...

Wat have i done??

Ok... my birthday is almost here... yah... so a little reflect on my new yr resolution... wat have i done???
1) I've said i wanna tame myself... and yes i did... i've manage to tame myself alot liao...

2)I wanna clear the bad inflamation on my face... and yah... its really getting better liao... although not 100% done... guess i still need more time ba...

3)I wanna get some savings... and NO! i did not make it... still spend as much as i earn... haizzz... sad case... something else gotta be done lah...

4)I wanna change my pt of view to more optimisstic... and i done a bit lah... really can help it to have negative thinking lah... will try harder lah...

5)Last one... haizzz... shy to say lah.... i'm still smoking... haha... well i noe... there's ppl gonna scold mi liao... but.... aiyah... no buts lah...

its funny tt i actuali stil hold ur a/c.. n we dun seem 2 tok anymore.. whaha... anyway as usual.. dropped by 2 say.. keke.. tk care... *kyLie

Quite sad

Been quite some time since i update... not i lazy... juz tat there's not much things to blog... and i dun wan to blog some nonsense things...

Yesterday i was in camp doing my guard duty and was boring... then i remembered i met an old frend las Sunday... and she said i've changed... i was puzzled by the word 'changed'... coz i've been myself as alwiz mah... then she said i've become more quiet liao... not toking as much... and so i juz change my msn nick lor... i post the question on it asking whether i've become more quiet... and in less than 1 hr... 3 frends replied 'true' to mi...
(-_-) really meh... i myself did not realise tat i've become more quiet leh... and there's 2 frend who noe mi quite long but i haven been seeing them... usually only chat online... and they realise the change... wich really makes mi into thoughts liao...

Hello my frends

Was back on Tues liao... tried to update 3 times but then stupid server error and i never draft it... piss off... nvm tat...

Back to Taiwan... the last 3 days were great... went s few places wif guide... then at nite is own free time... can go anywhere we wan... and of coz i go to their nite market first lah... go try their food... some are nice lah... but some is maybe not to our s'porean tastebud lah... did went to visit their nitespots... quite fun... happening... but quite costly also lah... We only went to Kaohsiung .. and Kaohsiung is quite a small town lah... not really mush things there thou... think Taipei would be better...

Things back in S'pore are still the same... already adjusted back to the lifestyle and weather here... not a problem anymore... now will be relaxing back in camp liao... the last has past... so is waiting to pass time in camp and wait for ord...

Oh yah... i've uploaded the photos i took in Taiwan... www.imageststion.com userid: kajuaz pass: cockroach
u guys can juz go log in to have a look lah...

REGARDS

Just a short update... coz the weather now is very cold wif the strong wind blowing...

Training is over now... tomolo will be the last nite in this camp... then we'll move to Kaoshiung and stay in hotel... haha... good life hor... looking forward to this only... gotta take photos and enjoy... already got info of where to cheong liao... haha... then after this it means i'm coming home liao... haha... not too long liao... counting down................ ^_^

COLD

The cold front is over now... Weather quite alrite now...For the last few days when the cold front hits its really freaking cold till i shiver man... yah and i dun really brought warm clothings here to keep warm... my intension is to experience the cold weather for this month...But its quite cool now... Been here for quite many days liao... kinda used to the cold weather liao... actually i'm enjoying it man... haha...

My current location is at HengChun... bout 100+Km away from Khao Siung.. Its quite south of Taiwan so the weather is not as cold as Taipei... so its quite alrite lah... now wats in my mind is only R&R... then can see wats the lifestyle in Taiwan... already many ppl asking mi to buy things liao... i promise i will get something for everyone if possible... coz i also dunno wats in store for mi lor... cant satisfy everyone rite... think i'll get some Taiwanese food lah... let u guys get a taste of those wierd food stuff...

Alrite tats so much i gotta update u guys... will update if i got another chance to grab a place using the internet... Take good care everyone... I miss u guys... and i really miss home... ^_^

Off to Taiwan liao

Today i flying off to Taiwan liao... will be back by 29th again... tonite by 2359 gotta reach airport liao... kind of excited coz now temperature in Taiwan is quite low... gotta experience 1 month of coldness... haha...

I will miss alot of things and ppl here when i'm away... :( can i dun go??? haizzz... LL have to go... yah i will bring my camera over there to take pics... so can show it to u guys hows it like there...

Nothing much to update these few days although i'm at home from tues nite till now... either i'm at home stuck wif my PS2 if not i'm out drinking... no life rite... haizzz... but tatz juz the everyday life of a stupid kajuaz...

Swinging Mood

Its a long week in camp... Firstly valentine's day gotta be in camp... but luckily gets to go out in evening... so i meet up wif Irene... Had a long dinner wif her coz of the long queue... waited for 1 hr lidat b4 we got a seat... Dinner was good and had a good chat wif her bout my problems... and in the end also found out she had problems too... haha... a problematic valentine's day...

Fri nite did not book out... coz sat morning got ippt test... but i still ran out of camp and went RUSH... haha... party till 3 and went back camp to rest... morning was so bad... hate it so much when lack of sleep.... arrrgghhh... but still went on to take test lah... slept after tat till 2pm in camp waiting to book out... shack day...

Went back home and went for my annual dinner wif dao ni and shuting... a new yr dinner tat we muz have every yr... this is the 4th yr liao... next yr we'll still meet up again...

After dinner went over to Fernando's Bar for a drinking session wif Alan and Sharon... as usual we sang many duets... had lots of fun last nite... but the nite is still young... went on to Devil's... party till 4 b4 heading home... and now still feeling sleepy but dun wanna sleep coz the the stuffy and hot weather... haizzz... anyway gonna book in later liao lah... kind of sad but still i enjoyed my short weekend... (^_^)