Its been damn long since i last update again... this time is not i lazy lah... first my internet connection is being cut off for having a very big sum of outstanding balance... then i've been stuck in camp for 2 weekends... and now... i'm updating this in camp... believe it anot...

actually now can book out and go home liao... but gotta book in tonite again.. so i might juz as well stay in here to rest... and wats more i cant online at home mah...

juz a short update of my life... now i'm involve in NDP marching... so many weekends will be burn for rehearsal... rehearsal is shack man... under the hot sun... now my face is very tan plus i have a tan V neck on mi liao... haha... but wats nice is i get to wear NO.1 uniform lah... which is the white color one... so i'll be tied down wif this till NDP is over lah...

Really wonder anyone reading at my blog... although i admit i didn't update often lah... but i really no choice mah... only weekend can update... PONDERs???

Another week has past... juz got to noe this week tat my unit will get to march in NDP as Guard Of Honour... and i'm in it also... so alot of time will be spend in parade rehearsal... many weekends burns also... never care so much lah... juz wanna participate and wait for it to finish then will wait for ORD... next week will not be able to book out coz on standby... also good lah... can rest more in camp and not spend $$$...

Was very quiet last nite and today... juz dun feel like toking lah... juz wanna keep my mouth shut at times... shitty week... i juz realise i did not drop tears for very long liao... shld be more than 3 yrs liao lah... but someone made mi tear this week... felt really sad bout the incident... haizzz...

Birthday over

Haizz... here i am... 23 liao... haha... really had fun wif those frends celebrating wif mi... and thanx for all the pressie...

Well... not much of things to update lah... moods been good... i'm fine too... (^_^)
Juz wanna complain here tat i alwiz cant get to meet this frend lor... put aeroplane so many times... haha

I realise tat wat ppl say is right... Kajuaz really changed liao... really became more quiet... i dunno y i took such long time to realise this... watever it is i also dunno wat changes mi... and dunno y i change... as long as i not change to be bad can liao lah...

Birthday coming soon liao... 1 yr older liao... really scared... not scared of aging... but scared of responsibility... the older u get the more responsible u gotta get... haizzz... how i wish i can grow younger...

Wat have i done??

Ok... my birthday is almost here... yah... so a little reflect on my new yr resolution... wat have i done???
1) I've said i wanna tame myself... and yes i did... i've manage to tame myself alot liao...

2)I wanna clear the bad inflamation on my face... and yah... its really getting better liao... although not 100% done... guess i still need more time ba...

3)I wanna get some savings... and NO! i did not make it... still spend as much as i earn... haizzz... sad case... something else gotta be done lah...

4)I wanna change my pt of view to more optimisstic... and i done a bit lah... really can help it to have negative thinking lah... will try harder lah...

5)Last one... haizzz... shy to say lah.... i'm still smoking... haha... well i noe... there's ppl gonna scold mi liao... but.... aiyah... no buts lah...

its funny tt i actuali stil hold ur a/c.. n we dun seem 2 tok anymore.. whaha... anyway as usual.. dropped by 2 say.. keke.. tk care... *kyLie

Quite sad

Been quite some time since i update... not i lazy... juz tat there's not much things to blog... and i dun wan to blog some nonsense things...

Yesterday i was in camp doing my guard duty and was boring... then i remembered i met an old frend las Sunday... and she said i've changed... i was puzzled by the word 'changed'... coz i've been myself as alwiz mah... then she said i've become more quiet liao... not toking as much... and so i juz change my msn nick lor... i post the question on it asking whether i've become more quiet... and in less than 1 hr... 3 frends replied 'true' to mi...
(-_-) really meh... i myself did not realise tat i've become more quiet leh... and there's 2 frend who noe mi quite long but i haven been seeing them... usually only chat online... and they realise the change... wich really makes mi into thoughts liao...

Hello my frends

Was back on Tues liao... tried to update 3 times but then stupid server error and i never draft it... piss off... nvm tat...

Back to Taiwan... the last 3 days were great... went s few places wif guide... then at nite is own free time... can go anywhere we wan... and of coz i go to their nite market first lah... go try their food... some are nice lah... but some is maybe not to our s'porean tastebud lah... did went to visit their nitespots... quite fun... happening... but quite costly also lah... We only went to Kaohsiung .. and Kaohsiung is quite a small town lah... not really mush things there thou... think Taipei would be better...

Things back in S'pore are still the same... already adjusted back to the lifestyle and weather here... not a problem anymore... now will be relaxing back in camp liao... the last has past... so is waiting to pass time in camp and wait for ord...

Oh yah... i've uploaded the photos i took in Taiwan... www.imageststion.com userid: kajuaz pass: cockroach
u guys can juz go log in to have a look lah...

REGARDS

Just a short update... coz the weather now is very cold wif the strong wind blowing...

Training is over now... tomolo will be the last nite in this camp... then we'll move to Kaoshiung and stay in hotel... haha... good life hor... looking forward to this only... gotta take photos and enjoy... already got info of where to cheong liao... haha... then after this it means i'm coming home liao... haha... not too long liao... counting down................ ^_^

COLD

The cold front is over now... Weather quite alrite now...For the last few days when the cold front hits its really freaking cold till i shiver man... yah and i dun really brought warm clothings here to keep warm... my intension is to experience the cold weather for this month...But its quite cool now... Been here for quite many days liao... kinda used to the cold weather liao... actually i'm enjoying it man... haha...

My current location is at HengChun... bout 100+Km away from Khao Siung.. Its quite south of Taiwan so the weather is not as cold as Taipei... so its quite alrite lah... now wats in my mind is only R&R... then can see wats the lifestyle in Taiwan... already many ppl asking mi to buy things liao... i promise i will get something for everyone if possible... coz i also dunno wats in store for mi lor... cant satisfy everyone rite... think i'll get some Taiwanese food lah... let u guys get a taste of those wierd food stuff...

Alrite tats so much i gotta update u guys... will update if i got another chance to grab a place using the internet... Take good care everyone... I miss u guys... and i really miss home... ^_^

Off to Taiwan liao

Today i flying off to Taiwan liao... will be back by 29th again... tonite by 2359 gotta reach airport liao... kind of excited coz now temperature in Taiwan is quite low... gotta experience 1 month of coldness... haha...

I will miss alot of things and ppl here when i'm away... :( can i dun go??? haizzz... LL have to go... yah i will bring my camera over there to take pics... so can show it to u guys hows it like there...

Nothing much to update these few days although i'm at home from tues nite till now... either i'm at home stuck wif my PS2 if not i'm out drinking... no life rite... haizzz... but tatz juz the everyday life of a stupid kajuaz...

Swinging Mood

Its a long week in camp... Firstly valentine's day gotta be in camp... but luckily gets to go out in evening... so i meet up wif Irene... Had a long dinner wif her coz of the long queue... waited for 1 hr lidat b4 we got a seat... Dinner was good and had a good chat wif her bout my problems... and in the end also found out she had problems too... haha... a problematic valentine's day...

Fri nite did not book out... coz sat morning got ippt test... but i still ran out of camp and went RUSH... haha... party till 3 and went back camp to rest... morning was so bad... hate it so much when lack of sleep.... arrrgghhh... but still went on to take test lah... slept after tat till 2pm in camp waiting to book out... shack day...

Went back home and went for my annual dinner wif dao ni and shuting... a new yr dinner tat we muz have every yr... this is the 4th yr liao... next yr we'll still meet up again...

After dinner went over to Fernando's Bar for a drinking session wif Alan and Sharon... as usual we sang many duets... had lots of fun last nite... but the nite is still young... went on to Devil's... party till 4 b4 heading home... and now still feeling sleepy but dun wanna sleep coz the the stuffy and hot weather... haizzz... anyway gonna book in later liao lah... kind of sad but still i enjoyed my short weekend... (^_^)

End of fun

Haizzz... its th end of the long holiday... gotta book in camp later liao... didn't really enjoyed this new yr except for the part where i went to drink... continuous for 3 days man... haha... muz be outta my mind rite... coz i dun gamble lah... so nite time is so boring for mi one...

Last nite went over to Emi's hse for steamboat dinner and housewarming... she had her hse renovated... very nice... gave ppl a very zen feeling... saw many frends from TP also... everyone still the same... and ya saw this sec sch frend which lost contact for like 4yrs or so... when i saw her i was like 'is tat u??' tooo long never see her liao... played truant together, smoke, hang out together lah... etc etc... a typical those were the days fun... haha... updated each other for the lost 4 yrs... haha... Then we went down to Emi's frend pub... drink to our fill and sing like mad... enjoyed to the fullest...

Tomolo is Valentine's day liao... gotta be in camp... so sad... anyway wish everyone out there wif valentine, A very Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

Yeah... its a new year again... meaning gonna be 1 yr older liao... oops!!! cannot say lidat... muz say gonna be smarter every new yr... haha...

I'm alone now... actually its not bad to be alone at this time... at least i can pass my time happily... So many wishes from frends as i online... Feels so good...

A new year, A new start.
Hope everyone will be happy for this Chicken year!!!

SICK

Back home from camp... feeling a bit sick liao... got symtoms of fever... sore throat and blocked nose... now can feel body temperature a bit warm and feeling cold liao... guess its coming ba... Haizzzz its been long since i fall sick ah... think the time has come again for another sickness... Think i gonna rest at home for this 2 days liao... cannot go out gai gai... sad sad...

Next weekend cannot book out... on standby... gotta wait till Tues nite then book out... by then my family already go back M'sia liao... haizzz... so i'll be alone in S'pore for CNY... Dunno where to go also... Anymore ppl who is alone during CNY??? Can jio mi out wor... hee hee...

LOOOONG WEEKEND!!!

Back from Genting last nite... was a real marvellous trip i enjoyed there...

Reached Genting bout 3.30pm... was quite late alreaady... so we rush to check in and go theme park for rides... we played only the most exciting ones and took fotos.. by the time was already evening liao... so we went for dinner... Went to a seafood restaraunt... the food not bad... so went on to shopping lor... lots of new shops open liao... so many things to buy... very cheap also... haha... but never buy much lah... bought 2 new clothes... its the girls tat shops more lah... 1 shop after anpther shop... guess if they got credit card hor... they would buy everything they see lor... by this time whole Genting is filled wif fog liao... visibility quite low... so we decided to have a feel of the free air-com... haha... damn cold lor... took a few pics wif the fog... the effects is like twilight zone... so nice... got some beer back to room... dunno drink till wat time then all drop and sleep... sleep till bout 8am then the gers wake up, wanna continue their shopping spree... but they had a hard time pulling the guys up... in the end drag till 10+ then went to shop... not much time thou... coz gotta check out at 12 noon...rushing for time they quickly went to buy the things they wan and headed back to room to pack up liao... this morning was raining quite heavily... lucky yesterday never rain ah... if not will miss alot of fun liao... if could stay 1 more day then it will be better... more time to shop and relax... went to grab our lunch... and its time to take the bus back liao... feels like the trip is a bit short but its really fun... haizzz... its a long journey back again... tried to rest during the trip but cant... reached sg bout 9.30pm lidat ba... had dinner and headed home... tiring... sleep till 2pm then woke up...

Haizzz... now only waiting for time to pass then go back camp for another long week of shit.... sickening....

Juz b4 i go

Its bout 3am now... haha... i'm still not asleep... so wat am i doing at such late hrs... no lah... actually i dun wanna sleep coz i leaving for Genting later at 7am... scared cant wake up lah... so might as well stay up whole nite...anyway the bus journey so long can sleep till shiok shiok mah...

Its been a long time since i went Genting liao... remember last time went wif adults was so boring... left mi and my cousin roaming around like lost child while they went casino for a kill or rather killed... this time i'm going on my own wif my campmates... all had agree no one will go casino coz tats not the plan for going there... our intend is to go there play play play and play... its a long weekend for us... yah its the best time to go for a chill out... guess this gonna be fun there... haha... but time is short for us... estimated time to reach there bout 1-2pm lidat... then we got a whole 24hrs to have fun b4 leaving... tat will make it like bout 8-9pm sat back in s'pore... when i got home then i will share bout the happenings there...

Till then... everyone who visited my pinkish blog... TAKE GOOD CARE... and keep those tag coming in... ^_^

WAH!!!

Really lost... dunno wat happen also... this week have been a very happening week for mi... ran out of camp on wed to go chiong... went Devil's... haha... then on fri after book out head down to Fisherman V for drink... yeaterday went to Rush... wah... real happening sia... a week of drinking session...

Anyway also alot of things in mind... problems unsolved then new problems came... maybe its i look for it one lah... dunno y also... feeling tat i'm juz a loser... slow in everything... indecisive... alwiz muz let things bypass mi then i will regret... haizzz.... tot this yr would be a better yr... but now its only the start and i've been facing so much bad things already... i'm not gonna go into details of wat shit i facing...

Hope for the better... Yah i'll be going to Genting on next Fri and Sat wif my campmates... going there for a chillout... looking forward to tat... gonna relax myself... ^_^

LIAR LIAR

Pack of lies... i hate liars... Y muz they lie... wats the big deal of telling the truth?? It wun kill rite... and i'm not tat unreasonable as to create a scene of out it rite... i simply dun understand... Really spoils the whole day... AAARRRGGGGHH... no mood to blog liao lah...

Yes!!! Its 31st Dec... Last day of 2004... So fast a yr has past... and only memories remainz... Guess this yr i shall set my new yr resolutions...

1) Tame myself. This yr i've been losing my cool all the time... Perhaps its stress or can say my temper is too hot... I'm gonna keep this away and be nice to ppl unless under hostile act...

2) To get my face off the horrible pimple inflamation. Friends who had seen mi this yr muz have realise my face condition been very bad... Dunno wat happened also... juz out of sudden 'boom' everything popped out...

3) Start my little own savings. Been in army for so long liao haven saved a bit b4... Although ppl say army boys no $ one... But i'm like getting so much more than others... Still can have savings... Shame on me...

4) To change my point of view of things. I've been thinking quite pessimistic at things lately... Alwiz looked on the bad side only... Will try to be more optimistic now... Look on the bright side...

5) This is the most difficult one for mi to succeed... To quit smoking... Been working towards this goal but eveytime fail... Its peer pressure and boredom tat lure mi... Seriously i need motivations to success in this lah... Who wans to be my motivator??