New Start

This is the 2nd week of my new job... Am surprised tat i got a new job in such short time, didn't really had a rest at all... Well am wif NCS now... Still back to my old trade, IT... But ths time is shorter working hrs, lesser work and much higher pay... Super happy bout it...

15 Days of Sick Year And Going

Since 1st day of cny i've been sick... now??? I'm more sick... My sore throat and cough is actually on the way of recovering liao... but god noes wat the hell happen, it juz suddenly worsen... Had to take MC... I'm coughing very badly juz like having TB lidat... A little bit of cold air can make me cough... Juz imagine a day in office... After a day of rest, which seems to be a little bit better, now i'm getting signs of fever... Wat!!! Wan mi to die izzit... Already 2 weeks i did not have a good meal, actually having 1 meal per day only... Wat else??? Dunno how long its gonna prolong...

Like i said, i thrown my letter liao... After much much consideration... Yah and the next day my mgr caught mi on the way to work and spoke to mi... Asking mi y? Telling mi alternatives... Of coz on direct frontal i give a bit of face saying i might consider if he do some alteration for mi... 2 days later he gave mi his side of ans... after hearing it, my heart actually froze lah... How stingy could this company be... Really fucked up... My mind is set, no point staying, i dun see a path to brightness, only path to horn's end... Tomolo i'll give him the final ans... AND TATS IT! NO MORE CONSIDERATION NEEDED! Even if he increase my salary by 2x...

A Bad Start

This yr i did not go Msia for my CNY... Juz no mood to enjoy... Worked till 9pm on Wed... Real Fucked up... Went to Zouk after wif colleagues... But god damn it, i'm running fever... Wat a great timing... Shldn't have drank the Martell & Beer... Makes mi worse... Didn't enjoy so went home early... 1st day of CNY still having fever, no one at home... Gotta settle my meals all by myself... Due to hunger, juz gotta use the remaining strength to cook my spaghetti... Then is back to my bed to rest...

2nd day with a subsided fever but incoming throat inflamation and cough juz worsen my day... No appetite to eat... Cooked a simple porridge and settle it... Then in back to my room for DVD marathon, seriously it not bad to spend the whole day watching movie... Actually suppose to meet Shanice out for CJ7 which i haven catch yet, but little noe tat she already arrange the movie wif her frends liao...

3rd day of CNY juz cant get any better... Throat and cough worsen... Miserable... Again down to porridge... And DVD marathon again... And till the very last min, Shanice who was at Dragonfly ask mi out to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd... Yeah, a midnite... Its already 12+ and the decision is made... Rush Hours... Checked the Cinema and time and booked... Boom tats it... Went down to Cathay for it... Nice show, a very typical Jack Neo Singaporean Show... Only thing is the story line ain't tat good compared to his previous one... Seems very incomplete, story not linked... Feels like the story been made up in a very rush mode... But i still have a good laff thou...

4th day juz another boring day... Watch 1 DVD only and rushing to prepare my Valentine's Flowers order... This yr is really bad, wif CNY hitting juz b4 V day is really damn rush, every guy is so busy wif their hands on MJ, 21 & collect ang paos, they juz forgot tat V day is so close... Juz done up wif my orders... Yeah i noe i will be expecting ppl to call on 13th... They muz wait till the shit knocks on their asshole then they find toilet one...

5th day... Make a guess... Back to work again... Wat the hell... Oh yah... Going to throw my R letter today... After lots & lots & lots of consideration, i decide to do it... Really no pt hang on to a company like this anymore, really degrades myself... No doubt tat i have a very strong bond wif my colleague, but its not getting mi anywhere... I need to my a way out...

Tak Sama

Everyone single soul in this world is different... Maybe 1 in mllion will be the same... The looks, character & mindset...

Eve once told mi " Not everyone is like u... Doesn't mean watever u can do, the others can do. Dun expect other ppl to think like u or do like u. " "The problem wif u is u everytime expect ppl to have the same thinking as u do. " Yah... actually Eve told mi tat more than once lah, juz tat i forgot everytime till the last time... I gave a deep tot into her words, wif flashback on wat i did and tot... Its true, her words are very true... Everyone have their own way of thinking, watever u think is right, other ppl think otherwise... Watever talent u have, other ppl will not have the same as u... Its juz like some ppl can sketch out a beautiful drawing in juz 20mins... Can u??? Yes we can learn but learning also means u need to have bit of the talent as well... For eg, a simple KTV song wif so many ppl singing it, everyone sings it wif a different taste, tones, tempo & vocal... I'm sure u heard horrible singings b4... Some things cant be forced... We all have a different talent within us, its up to u to explore urself and make good use of it...

Irene was a good frend, a movie kaki... Recently she is so busy wif her work tat cant meet up for a movie... And wats more she is in love... She asked mi out for a movie 1 day, i replied " I tot u will be too busy wif ur bf. " And i got " Hey, got bf, all the more i shld remember my frend. " I was stunned by her words... Felt so guilty saying she is busy wif bf... My bad...

A different countdown

It was a very last min decision... I headed up to KL on 30th wif 3 of my collegues... Wanted a different ambience of New Year Countdown... It was the most horrible motel stay i had... Never knew there are such motels around... The room is miserably small, juz enuff for a double bed, a small bathroom + a TV, the worst thing is no windows... Terrible, make mi have the feeling of like trapped... Anyway other than the lodging, the rest was good...


Reach KL around 2+ on 3oth, went to check in and have lunch, after tat we roam around the shopping centre... Nite time we met up wif their frends in Kl, 4 lady... They brought us for a good meal and show us around... Very nice of them to be our chauffeur... Actually we planned to go Zouk for our countdown, but according to them, Zouk has now became pig sty... infested wif pigs liao, so not as fun as last time liao... So they brought us to somewhere else where Cinas gathers... haha... And the stupidest mi brought my camera there without my memory card, wat the... Luckily the gers have camera, at least i have memories of 2008... Haha... Here are some pics they sent mi, too many liao... juz upload a few...

Mi with Reiko

Mi with Joanne

Mi , Steven , Law , Nigel

Mi , Kelly , Reiko ,Nigel

Celine , Steven

Cherry , Joanne , Mi

Here's a little something

On Christmas nite, i can fall asleep... Mind was running thru alot of things... I tot of u... and this sudden idea came up... I wrote a 对联 for u...


一 鸣
目 笛
心 深
寻 思
永 远
友 谊
嘉 镁

Its set

ok... i confirm it already... Things are not going to work out... I tried... I did my best... It ain't gonna change... So no point putting more effort into it... Lets juz leave it for now... No observation period needed anymore...

I hate it, i miss u

I hate it so much when u are away... I alwiz get into problem when u are away... Where are u when i need u? This is not the 1st time where this happen le... Everytime when u are away, something alwiz happen to mi... The time when need u most, u are not around...

EDITED

Drunk = Truth

Went for a small KTV session wif my colleage after work... For a chill coz today will be holiday... I actually planned to leave halfway to meet Jas to go Liquid, but seems like she overslept all the way till morning... So stayed all the way there at Party World che ren... Damn fucking ex lor... Total bill comes up to $430... Shit man... Tat amount if spent in Dbl O, can drink till u puke and continue to drink again and puke again lor...

Session finished at 2am... seems like some still haven had enuff to drink, so went over to Maxwell for supper and 2nd rd... till everyone is drunk... and never knew tat they started to tok drunk, telling truth, unknown truth... really astonishes mi... Surprised by some truth also lah...

Tough Luck

Ah... i noe i'm juz not gonna get lucky... 2 mths ago 1 of my colleage ask mi if i'm interested for another job... which is at DSTA... Well of coz i am, and i noe he actually recommended 2 other over already... 1 of them only having N' level... and they pay is good... He checked it out for mi and now wat... They only wan ppl wif at least Dip... Fucking shit.. Juz my luck, few mths ago they are short of manpower so tats y they juz take in anyone wif experience... Sianzzz...

Made a serious mistake in work today... Was not in a very concious state coz took pills for my flu... Now juz gotta see wat actions to be taken la... (Moral of story, dun eat medicine when at work, dun work if u took medicine tat cause drowsiness)

Nostalgic

Been long time since i change the template... yah... everyone remembers my blog as pinky blog... i love it wat... after changing the new template i get to see my archives... never realised tat i've been blogging for so many yrs liao... since 2003...

Went to read my very 1st entry till last... Wah piang... remembered alot of things... good and bad... my entries most of them are shitty ones... usually my rant when i'm in bad mood... cant remember some y i blog tat... but its so nice to read back all those words...

I've grown... i guess i did... met up wif Jasmine on sat after my work... stayed in office till 8pm... went for a drink wif her... updated our life... Jasmine said "U've growned" not in my size ah... its my maturity... surprised by the words... am glad too...

As usual went to NOS... but Jas says she haven seen alan for a long time too... ya so oblige to go Liquid wif her... (coz i dun wanna see some bitch over there) Jas willing to pose as my GF for the nite... Very sporty of her... so long since i've got such sincere hugs... really feels like a GF...

Alan still the same since i last saw him (mths ago, never contact him since then, or till he wake up) His 1st reaction was when did u 2 get together? Deep inside my heart was laffing like mad... Unlike Eve, never even bother to ask tat... Coz she noes wat the fuck is going on even when i never told her anything... really noes mi well... And the bitch, defintely acting like a brainless little ah lian... seeing mi and Jas hugs & hold hands, also did the same rite in front of my eyes... but who cares, tat bitch... Kind of pity the guy, Jessen, my campmate... hope he will not lose anything and wake up soon... aint not telling him anything...

蕭

Recently i'm addicted to this sound... I find this sound is more sexy than Saxophone... Totally hooked by it... It can calm my mood down... Lovely...

I would really wan to possesed 1 of this...Though i do not noe how to play it, by having one will satisfy mi much... Any kind one can give mi this as a Christmas present or Bday present... If i got it, i'll definitely look for course to learn how to play it...

Nice song... Suitable for mi when i got the news of "I'm getting married"
But i dun have so much agony like in this MV lah...

Now thats what i call music

A superb performance by Kitaro in his Love & Peace Tour... Full credits given to Kitaro & his 5 music friend... Brilliant... A mesmerising 2 hrs of music by him, especially Matsuri (the opening song for most banquet dinner)... A surprise by him playing 酒干倘卖无... Seeing him using his soul to play music can really let ur mind endulge in his world of music... Full enjoyment...

ZERO credits given to Unusual Productions... Fuck up video and audio display... Simply a no effort slip shot work by them... No wonder is call Unusual... Unusually LOUSY!!! But nontheless is definitely more worth while than watching jay chou chee bye... tat will be a total waste of money... If i'm grading Kitaro as a Diamond, then jay chou chee bye is juz carbon, not even lead...

Oh yah... met Madeline (my ex, 3rd GF) there... Walking past each other, a simple eye contact tells mi its her, she returned the eye contact, there confirm... juz greeted Hi... Remember tat she is a Kitaro freak fan... Haven seen her in many yrs, 2 more week to 5 yrs to be exact... A deep memory of her coz she broke up wif mi on 24th Dec 2002... Lost contact wif her since then... Wat a day ya... Haha... After tat did seen her once in Orchard mrt underpass towards Tangs, tat was the 1st time, today is the 2nd time...

Hey, all my ex are doing well man... 1st i got Amy getting married this mth 14th, then i got Serene getting married 18th Feb 08... (She broke the news to mi 2 days back... well kind of not surprise and anticipated it, same occurance like how Amy did)... Is Madeline gonna tell mi the same thing??? She do not have my No. , MSN , Friendster... Only trace left behind is email add, can be found in history... unless she dun use those add anymore... Well i cant care less also, all these are past, and i've long gotten over it, everyone leads their own life now, who became better, who became worse doesn't matter anymore...

Wat a day

Suppose to go ECP bladding wif Emi, Daniel, Mao Cheng & his bro... But last min change of plan. Emi wanted to go down Cine to support Dawne who is in a Nokia Digital Playzone Competition.

http://digitalplayzone.nseries.com/sg/

Dawne was in the glass room since Fri... Grand prize of 5K. Well in the end she won. Congrats!!!

I also did won something... A Nokia Bluetooth Stereo Headset

Frends of the finalist were ask to play the NGAGE game wif them, Dawne's BF joined her, then this contestant Marcus, poor little guy, seems like his frends dun wan to participate... Then in mean time we had this stupid idea of mi joining Marcus to play and bring him down so tat Dawne can score more... So i went, i'm really not good in handphone games, button so small, and i dun play one... But it turn out tat i helped Marcus to score the most... Finishing 1st... Haha... I was like oh shit... Gonna get damned by Dawne and her frends liao... I didnt do it on purpose, i guess the only reason i win is becoz i do not have any pressure, i juz play my own game, never think bout helping the finalist to gain score... Oh well, out of nowhere i got a big headset and Dawne got her 5K too... Happy ending...

Ironic

Dunno y a part of mi feel happy but the other part otherwise... Yes i've been promoted yesterday... now i work on my own, not attached to any seniors liao... something to celebrate coz i dun need to wash the toilet bowl of others liao... i've got my own bowl... at least i shit, i clean myself... On the other hand, feels so fucked... together wif mi 2 others got promoted... could say we are the same batch, we joined same time... yeah i should feel happy for them for getting promoted together... but the 2 didnt even reach the level, they up till now still dunno how to use the system to do up the admin part of the job... how can they handle case on their own... wherelse i already learned it all after 3 mths, where i go back to office on extra sats juz to ask my seniors to teach mi tat... tats so much for being hardworking ya... i felt so idiotic yesterday... 2 who can work from A - J and 1 who can work A - Z got promoted... Win liao lor... FUCKING LOUSY COMPANY!!! TOTALLY FUCKING BLIND!!!

Actually i already predicted this shit thing will happen during July... Tat day Puppy brought mi out to give mi a belated Bday treat... I've tok to her bout the thing i'm facing, and the main reason for mi to leave the company will be unfair treatment... Promotion at the same time... WOW!!! It happened... Y cant i predict sats 4D 1st prize... Ironic...

If i'm not in some $$$ crisis, i've already throw the resignation letter today liao... Sucking up for the time being to overcome my $$$ crisis 1st and also for CNY... Dun wanna be shitted during CNY... And now i will not work so hard, i work as i deserved, morning punch in evening punch out ON THE DOT!!! I dun even bother bout having OT claims anymore, the 1.5x cant even cover back my time lost for sleep and stress...

This noon Amy msn mi... Such a rare occasion tat she will msn mi... (AMY = my 2nd GF, the supporting actress for 欺 ) Instantly a instinct came up to mi, "Shit, she have something to tell mi." I got a bad feeling bout this... "Hey did i told u tat i'm getting married?" WOAH!!! Lightning struck immediately... Unable to react to the words, i juz replied "NO" and there she go telling mi when go sign paper, when ceremony, blah blah blah blah...

I've got no more feelings for her already, but the thing of hearing tat ur ex is getting married to other guy, the feeling is really weird... Dunno how to elaborate it, till u feel it, u will noe... So 1 side felt happy for her and the other hmmmmmm.......cant explain...

A week of double sided emotion... twice in a row... Wat's Next???

All i wan to say is U GOT BALLS!!!

好不好