Day 1 of MIA... Unbearable...

Day 2 of MIA... Still Unbearable...

Can i sustain this or i will give up halfway, walk towards the dark side...

I need support... Support to let mi carry on...

Kajuaz is going Missing In Action...

HP will be mute 24/7
MSN will be offline alwiz

The only place of action is here...

The only way to find mi is i find u... but of course muz let mi noe u are finding mi 1st...

There is this saying... Don't Trouble The Trouble When The Trouble Don't Trouble You...
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I'm In Trouble...

Alrite... Apart from the joke... I gotta declare tat i'm into shit... Some shit tat i predicted it coming, yet still i let it happen and got into it... Damn am i... I dunno who to turn to... I've alwiz scolded ppl for going into shit... Yeah... Look at mi now... I'm a shit myself... Ironic... SHIT!!!

I am so bad... Y?? Coz i got another bad thought...
How bout this........... Sexy Underwear Makes My Erection Rapid

I noe its bad but i guess u will give a laff 1st b4 saying #@$*&#

Here's something i created for u...

Spreading Happiness All Round Offering New Education to New Generation

This thing juz pop into my mind juz like tat...

And here's one more... Crying Repeatedly Yet Still Thinking About Love

Haha... I'm good am i... and it matches the person... but sssshhhhhh... this is our secret joke... Only u and i noe wat is going on...

Time flies

The 2 weeks of ICT finally over... A long yet short term... Saw alot of them but everyone still remain the same... The same clicks will stay together, the same feather flocks together... I, remain alone... Not much interaction... Wat the hell, juz do and finish the whole thing lah... Overall is considered fun lah...

Now again the sian part comes again... Back to work... Can i not???

Haha... tats cool...

A Belated Big Birthday Present

Recieved my letter of confirmation yesterday... I've been confirm since 1st May... A wonderful present for mi though its kind of late to recieve it... Probation suppose to be 3 mths... But i'm being confirmed in less than 2 mths... Joined them on 12th Mar... A very good news for mi... My evaluation turns out very good... Scoring 2s and 3s only... Similar to O level grads, A1 is best and C5 is the last grad... Well i Passed With Flying Colours!!! I didn't really put in extra effort in my job, juz doing my work with my basic attitude... Yeah i noe ppl will sure get sore eyes for this... I knew it even b4 i got confirm... Now i juz wanna say Dun Pull Others Down To Show Tat U Are Higher, Climb With Ur Own Might!!! The More U Push Mi To The Steep & Narrow Path, The Stronger I'll Get And I'll Get More Ahead Of U... Ppl who noe mi will noe tat i'm the stupid fucker who like to walk on the rough path... I'm not afraid of the suffering i will face, i'm juz afraid tat it does not have sufficient suffering for mi to face... This is mi...

Now wif this job in hand, i'm setting myself a short term goal... I am gonna open my 1st fixed deposit account by end of 2008... Sounds easy but its quite tough considering the meager amount of take home every mth... But when things have to be done, it has to be done... This 18mths will gonna be tough on mi...

Btw i'm going back for reservice from 4th - 15th Jun... Waste of time... Fuck...

Power lah this dog...

Addicted to this now... A minimun of 1 dosage per day for mi... So nice!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!

Dun like this song... juz admire the person imitating so many voice is cool...

Thank u ppl for remembering my Bday...

Amy, Adeline, Meow Meow, Jennifer, Jaclyn Mei, Sharon, Yan Ping, Thomas Lo, Kristine, Jessie Mei, Alan, Grace, Eve, Dickson & the one who share the same day with mi Jaslyn Jie.

Though i did not recieve any big present this yr but i'm still happy... Did not wan to celebrate it this yr... But Alan, Grace & Eve treated mi a btl of martel, so went down for a short drink... Yan Ping bought mi a little souvenir but i haven got time to get it from her... Sharon waited till 0000hrs to call mi and sang a birthday song to mi & wrote a delication letter to Yes9.33 but not read out... Jennifer sent mi a online card... Jaclyn Mei & Jessie Mei want to give mi a food treat, both on diff day coz they dun noe each other... Well all this ain't important, wat i took it to heart most is tat u guys remembered... This is already the PRICELESS presents i could ever recieved... (.^_^.)

Happy Birthday to myself...

Kajuaz is so dead... Living like a dead... Nobody understands mi... A fucked up week i had... Screwed in every inch of mi... No trust... Not even a molecule of trust... I've closed all the windows, locked myself up... The key is outside, but i guess no one will be able to find it... Disappointed in the world... The ugly world...

Woooo.... My army buddy Chris ordered 108 pcs of red rose from mi... And to my surprise he said its for proposal... Damn i cant believe it at fast... Too sudden... I sincerely wish him all the bast man...

Toking bout this... i dunno when will be the time i'm doing this shit... Btw rite now i do not wish to get attached for its gonna be my burden... Not saying tat gers are burden... but for my current situation now, am not suitable to have a partner for my job isnt stable yet and my current stress from work is already at a high level, i do not wish to go into my breaking point if my anata tiff wif mi... Am happy being single now, juz wish to get on track for my job, earn as much $$$ as i can, spend it on some little things tat i like and wish to fulfill...

Too much for uploading have been miss coz this stupid google kept giving mi problem in loggin on blogspot... shit...

Anyway... Am working in HP now... repairing their notebook... damn i'm now so good in screwing... haha...

Google is lousy!!!

Long Vacation

Kajuaz really took a long vacation... Missing In Action for mths... Basically i'm in Msia lah... So nothing to rant bout... Actually i have alot alot alot to blog... but due to my com spoil, many have juz left behind... Rite now i got a com back, not a brand new one... But a sponsored one, courtesy of Alan... Got an old motherboard from him... Now i'm back into online actions...

Wow... So long i did not blog le... My fucking com died on mi... tried ways and means to fix it but no avail... Damn... And been down on cash too... If i have the cash i'll fucking throw tat old com away for a new one... but seems like this is not so going to happen...

How pathetic of mi to be blogging in a lan shop now... A place u would never be able to find mi... I really hated lan shop... and those kids here... shouting while gaming... the noise level is intolerable... If not becoz i need to access mail for my flower selling thing, i'll never step in to this kind of shop... and not becoz they count by per hour and i've already paid for my 1 hr of usuage, i jolly well fuck off from here once i'm done wif my mails...

Well this yr as usual i'll go back to m'sia for CNY... shld be leaving after V day... Not becoz i gotta spend the day wif a Valentine... I gotta stay to make sure all my orders of flower have been delivered... I do not have a Valentine... and guess i wun be finding 1 soon... Happy wif this carefree life i'm leading now...