This will gonna be my next art movie... No matter wat i'll go watch it... and YOU... yes i mean YOU... YOU are gonna acc mi to catch this movie together... YOU reading my blog... YOU noe who YOU are... YOU missed S11 wif mi... so now YOU no matter wat YOU muz watch this wif mi... YOU have many dates to choose... 23th - 26th & 30th - 2nd... YOU better choose a date asap... Its showing at The Art House... YOU are going to sms mi when YOU see this.... Visit Smell Of Rain & The Art House

Test Of Valour

I'm going thru this... A simply very difficult task for mi to take... A test tat will make my mind goes wild... I'm not sure whether i can make it thru this... But I'll try and try... I'll overcome all the obstacles and mind test each time... Its not easy to have such test everytime... I consider myself lucky to have this test going thru mi... If i pass this test i'm gonna gain lots of experience points and level up many level... And i'm a better person from then on...

Bird Flu

I didnt caught the H5N1 virus... Instead i caught the specially mutated virus created juz for mi... The H5C5 virus... Courtesy of Miss Hot5 & Cold5... There is no cure for this special virus yet... But i'm gonna find this cure myself...

This is a really fucking nice movie... A great show... I totally enjoyed the whole session... I'll give 2 thumbs & 2 toes up for it... Money worth spending... Although the film quality isn't tat good but the filming style is damn good... I dunno how to describe it lah... juz damn good lor...

The whole show is full of coarse language... All the fucking,KNN,CB,LJ everything come out... Its really shows out a true blue Singaporean life... Everything transparent... But its a pity tat there isn't much publicity on this and it only have 5 shows in total... I wuld recommend frends to go watch this show coz it really can help u forget ur stress... But too bad... last show at tonite.... Sobs...

I gonna watch this show later... dunno whether its gonna be good anot... but the 1st impression it gave mi makes mi wanna watch it... It shld be a typical singaporean show... I like singaporean show coz its so true and uniquely singapore... Its something others cant impersonate one... All the KNN, CCB, LJ etc... this is singapore...

Actually wanna go watch the Fireworks Festival one... but when i found out the this show only got 5 screening... i rather forsake the firworks show...

Balding

Realise tat nowadays when i wash my hair theres a increase amount of fallen hair grabbed in my hands... a really great difference from last time... will i face balding situation???

Thinner

Got a few ppl say tat i look thinner le... I wonder y??? Recently i've been eating more than usual which is 3 meals... B4 tat i was eating 1 meal per day... So does it mean tat the more u eat the thinner u get??? Shld i be happy when i hear tat??? coz i'm quite worried... i've been eating more, no work stress, how come will get thinner leh... worried tat my body is haywire... my body is sick... i dunno... i scared...

No blog... dun feel like blogging... too much fuck shit happened over the weekend till today... anyway already forgot some of the happenings and dun wish to remember them by blogging them down...

Tired

I'm tried... juz plain tried... tried mainly on my body and some on my mind... see... i'm tried till i type the word rongly... wat the hell...

Sleepless nite

Oh i did not sleep well last nite... dunno y suddenly i feel so lonely instead of horny... for the 1st time the lonely virus struck and hit mi hard... usually i can overcome it myself... but last nite the feeling was so strong... one tat i cant defence myself from it...

Forgive & Forget

I found out tat forgiving someone is such an easy task compared to forgetting... Forgiving someone needs time but forgetting wat someone did to u needs a hard knock on the head... ( to lose memory)

Understanding Kajuaz

How many understand Little Kajuaz??? Kajuaz have 3 female buddies, 1 male buddy... Pathetic ah... I dun think so... having so little is better than having alot alot of aquaintances which dun even give a damn shit bout u... When u are in trouble they juz leave u in lurch...

So out of my buddies, who can understand mi and deserve my care and concern in return??? Seriously there is only 1 female and the male... Y only 50% ??? I glad its 50% only... juz a nice no. not too little not too much... Then how bout the other 2 female ones??? Nah!!!... they dun deserve my care and concern... maybe u think i'm bit of too much to say this coz i claim tat they are my buddy... ya true they are my buddy... but they will only find mi when they are in trouble... I have reasons to say this... they dun sincerely care bout wats going on in my life, wat they really care bout is their bf... this is kind of sensitive here... how does it affect mi... It defineately affect mi coz i've been hurt by them b4 becoz of their bf... i'm like a piece of turd... Fuck... i csnt carry on writing... damn pissed off when come to think of it...

Juz a comment

I got a little comment from an uncle while working on his computer... It goes like this :

Uncle: Young man! Are u ok??

Me: Yah...

Uncle: Are u into Opera or Drama??? U painted ur nails...

Me: No... I'm not into tat...

Uncle: Do u have a girlfriend anot???

Me: No... But i'm straight...

Uncle: U cannot do this u noe... All the gers will be jealous of u becoz u got nicer nails than them...

Me: (-_-)lll

Ok I do smile back at him lah... well he put his sacarcism in a nice way lah... Listen only to the good things... haha... Anyway I've removed the polish already... Reason??? Not becoz of comments I cant take... But its becoz 7th mth is next week... I dun wanna get attention from the HUMANS & NON - HUMANS... Looking at the chinese calendar... I gotta wait till Sept 25th b4 I can repolish my nails again... dunno I still can see my nails anot... If I do means its so damn long... If I dun either means it breaks or I go back to reservice...

Black or White???

Which is nicer?? Black or White... Haha... now then i realise white is so diff to paint... i painted 4 layer of white b4 i can actually make my nails opaque white...



PS. Stupid Eve suggest tat i paint 1 black 1 white...

Oh my fucking god!!! God damn it!!!

Went to the wall to press $$$ this morning.... inserted my card, juz when i wanted to key in my PIN... WAT THE FUCK!!! Its not my name showing on the welcome screen... It shows Tan Heng Chong... I blurred for few secs... cancel the transaction to retrieve my card to check... FUCK~!!!... Its really not mine card... How the hell did this card fall into my hand... Back track my memories... my last transaction is in Xchange Room... Great!!!... Blur Waitresses...

No choice gotta call the customer service to report this stupid case... Luckily i no need to pay for the replacement card and tat person did not find out bout this also... he did not use my card... BUT unfortunately i dun have cash wif mi... shit... cant even buy cigarettes... feels so naked and hadicap without my card around... no cash and cant even get cash... PIECE OF SHIT... now gotta wait for few days to have the replacement sent to mi...

Bought this book... really attracts mi when i 1st glimpse at the cover... haven started reading it yet... but i noe i will finish this book... actually i'm also quite interested in his life... i wanna noe more bout him...

I wanna watch this movie... i love horror movie... especially when it can let mi have a chill down my spine... but till now only 'The Eye' done it to mi b4... reviews heard is not really nice... was scary in the 1st part but had a touching ending at the end... spoiler for a horror movie...

Here's the 2nd movie on my list... Dun really noe wat is it bout but its catches my attention when the trailer was broadcast at the big screen Shaw Lido... was walking pass there and i stopped to watch it... shld be interesting... bit of art, feelings... i gonna watch it no matter wat... i juz cant find kaki to watch wif mi...

WOOHOO

Look at this piece of beautiful art man... woohoo...

Do not doubt... this is little Kajuaz's hand... and the nails ain't fake... they are absoufuckinglutely nails tat grow out from my fingers... If u feel disgusted... pls leave and head to the toilet bowl, plant ur head in there and fucking puke ur intestine out... I dun give a fucking damn of wat ppl gonna say bout my nails... all i wanna say is I DARE... I even went to work like this... my colleague were all numb shut bout this... so if u dun like my nails, at least tells mi tat i got 'balls' to do it...

(.-_-.)

Dreamsss

Been having alot of dreamsss these few days... and every of it is a bad dream... not a nitemare actually coz i dun jump out of my sleep having cold sweat... juz bad dream tat disturb my sleep... i think i do tok in my dreamsss... cant remember wat i had... only remembered tat some frends were in my dreamsss... did they come to my dreamland to scare mi... haha... i dunno... juz felt wierd... could it be my mind is at somewhere else so tats y there's a space for dreamsss to come in... wierd wierd wierd...

I'm Innocent!!!

How can u treat a frend like this... ur frend is innocent... ; ever got scolded out of nothing juz becoz ur frend is not in a good mood??? or shld i say pms??? mood swing??? how can a real frend to this... Personally i dun do tat to my frends which i cherish... even if i'm in a bad mood i'll juz sit down, shut myself & show a black face... i dun get piss off wif my frend when they did nothing to mi... THEY ARE INNOCENT!!! I cant tolerate ppl who do this to mi or they do to their frends... its so incorrigible...

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Lousy shitty day... made a super big mistake today at work... shld say its a irreversible mistake... i deleted the important data of the user... luckily my colleague got magic power... help mi retrieve back the deleted data... mission impossible...

My mind was at somewhere else today or shld i say at someones' else... no mood to work at all especially after this big mistake... i pratically stopped work... juz daze around waited for time to go home... i shld stop missing someone already... it feels so terrible doing tat... makes my day so down... ya i shld... wat for i miss someone impossible... shld listen to wat Miss Eng says... "Bu Zhi De"... yap i've woken up... ain't not too late rite... and i've not played any high handed games... in fact i threw it away... ain't a game for mi to play... think i will not touch any in short time... guess i dun have wat it takes to be a bad boy afterall... non of those programmes is installed in mi... i'll juz be the Silly Little Kajuaz i used to be bah...

A boring and lonely weekend for little Kajuaz... but its a good weather tat Kajuaz like... rainy weather... Kajuaz favourite.... dark sky, big wind, heavy rain... wow... feels so nice... ya maybe becoz Kajuaz feels so lonely now... tats y he like this kind of weather... which describes his moods... maybe???

BTW Kajuaz has mutated... Is Kajuaz an X-Men??? Not Wolverine but Kajuazine haha...





Amazing isn't it... i had such long nails... ya i noe some say its disgusting... but i say its a miracle... how many can actually leave their nails so long without breaking it??? i need to work using my hands also... but of course i do take precaution as not to break my nails... And i'm gonna paint my nails... yeah... who dares to challenge mi...

Kajuaz miss her so much... any cure for missing someone???

Fucking Monday blues.... 1st i woke up late... still feeling very tired... while working my mind was floating at somewhere else... and juz as u tot its nothing, everything else juz come knocking on ur door... everything thing went wrong for mi at work today... those pc tat i work on all have problems... and its all new problems... i gotta seek from from my colleague to solve them... shit...

Today reach home late...lazing on the sofa watching tv and suddenly have this nostalgic feeling... thinking back tat now i'm in the working world le... no longer waking up in the morning going to sch for studies anymore... last time was worries for studies... but now is worry for future... i hate growing up... who can lend mi the time machine???

Look at Little Kajuaz at then................







and Little Kajuaz face was on the Esplanade pillar once...




and now this the the Little Kajuaz in reality





Time really flies.... cant imagine i'll get married, be a father, have my own hse, own car etc etc... so horrigible come to think of it...